As I Drive By

You are...
a warm porch across my window
a colorful vision in the rain droplets
a beautiful reflection on the road water
a mosaic behind my screen of tears

admirer

Around your life..
I leave no mark on the pillow,
that's because I don't dream of anything.
I make no ripple in the tale,
that's because I risk nothing
I don't have foes,
that's because I stay invisible

Around your life,
I am a cautious spectator

The only proof I was there,
was because I bought the ticket

First Experience of Same Office but Different place.
and so, the negotiations begin...

"Click"

Tripod, Lens, Flash Light, Shutter.. CLICK!

For a moment The smile was there..
The spirit... maybe was there..

All faces are included, they fit just right,
since it was in the right angle within the right distance

Colors of the background were pretty,
Even the sun is shining at the right direction

But the whole stories were absent,
It was automatically taken... no photographer

For a moment what others think really matters,
others from the future.. which is not yet owned by anyone

Some Lifes .. are like that CLICK!

Stepping Still

'been trying to say "I'm complete".

I have untangled the phone lines between homes.
I have seen an innocent life brought to this world.
The small face shared so many smiles.

Bits and pieces in the past made me.
Every "I can do it", made me.
you and you, made me.
each secrets made unintentionally.

now i return to chapter one

Duri dikala hujan

mungkin itu karena kaca jendelanya,
atau karena gelapnya malam, dikala musim semi?
tidak, itu karena titik-titik airnya.
Lampu di sebrang terlihat berduri tajam, panjang dan berpelangi

Hanya ada deretan yang menggangu
Berjas, Berdasi, berpayung dan bertopi
walau telah di tudungi rating meranti
Aku tahu apa yang mereka tunggu
manusia-manusia berpakaian rapi
... kendaraan ke sang buah hati

(first time) :)

Not an Asthma

Each breath taken felt like a huge and painful pressure on the chest.
It's because the things I know,
It's because the things you've said,
the things are.

Because I am very "lucky" to have you there.
where thoughts scattered all over the floor,
where we can glue them as we want,
or pocket the ones which glow the most.

It's because the feelings we kept.